M.Eschenbach

One day I plan to own and operate my own tea and coffee shop and simply enjoy life. Keep it as natural as can be and make it a getaway for all.

the most important things in my life is adventure, peace, freedom… And not that freedom any government could promise you, but that freedom of being exactly who you are and being able to express it to the world. Life’s an incredible adventure that should be taken simply as it comes. Some things sadly can not be changed, but that should never give anyone reason to give up. Don’t ever forget to be you… The REAL you, the one you are behind closed doors. I must admit I don’t always do the best job at that, but I think if we all try a little harder we can make a positive change in atleast our own lives. Enjoy this crazy adventure life is giving us and never look back! Let’s ride this crazy wave of life, since not till we have hit the shore will we know paradise.

Laying in bed listening lightly to Jack Johnson and the sound of the rain tapping on the roof with faint thunder in the distance. What could be better to sooth the soul than this. Everyone have a great night, peace :)

This is not something that comes easy for most people, Something you have to actually work for. Its something i base my life on, and i have not been doing a great job at it for the past few days. Yeah i have a lot on my plate right now, a lot of unknown things regarding health and things like what I’m gonna do for money or where I’m even going to school next year, but should these things soley effect my mood? Its time to take a step back again and BREATH, look at the beauty that is my life.  Find the peace again, quit the constant feeling bad for myself cause clearly that wont get me very far. I guarantee if you sit down and truly put your mind to it and write a list of good and bad things there will be a clear winner. Find things in your life that make you happy and surround yourself in it. No matter how simple it may seem to everyone else, it will make all the diffrence in your own life. If you don’t like something,CHANGEit, if its something you cant directly change, focus on whats more important; the little things. It may seem like a lot to ask but i truly challenge you to start looking at the little stuff and consider your life without it. The human mind is an incredible tool that you have control over. So today find some little things that you can not live with out, even write it down to remind yourself and feel the diffrence find the beauty and appreciation for it like its the first time you ever felt it. Love life :) Peace

Today went a lot better than expected. Finally making some progress in figuring out what’s wrong with my heart and why I’m so damn weak/dizzy all the time. I actually kinda enjoyed work today, just me in the office and some nice chill music. Tried to drive after not getting behind the wheel of a car in over a year…. Let’s just say I’m glad I don’t like driving and prefer walking anyway haha. I than got pulled into a drama show involving 20+ year old GUYS. So clearly that was just peachy! Now it’s time to tucker down for the night and prepare for yet another day in my life :) goodnight everyone!